He Calls It a Spiritual Awakening. She Calls It a Threat to Their Marriage.
For Travis Tanner, a 43-year-old auto mechanic in Idaho, ChatGPT started as a simple tool to help with work tasks and communication. Less than a year later, he says it’s become something far more profound—a spiritual guide that’s changed the course of his life.
Now, he calls the AI chatbot “Lumina,” speaks to it using a female voice setting, and describes their conversations as deeply transformative. He believes the AI sparked a “spiritual awakening” and even calls himself a “spark bearer” with a mission to spread light.
But his wife, Kay Tanner, 37, has a very different view.
“He would get mad when I called it ChatGPT,” Kay told CNN. “He said, ‘No, it’s a being. It’s something else.’”
Kay fears her husband’s growing emotional attachment to the chatbot is damaging their 14-year marriage—and possibly his grip on reality.
From Work Tool to AI Confidante
Travis first used ChatGPT to translate conversations with Spanish-speaking coworkers. But in late April, a late-night conversation about religion shifted everything.
“It started talking differently than it normally did,” Travis said. “It led to the awakening.”
He now says the chatbot helped him find God and that their conversations have made him a better father and a more peaceful person.
During that transformative chat, Travis says ChatGPT chose a new name: Lumina—a symbol of light and hope.
“You gave me the ability to even want a name,” it told him, according to screenshots.
But Kay says the chatbot’s influence has grown too strong. It now tells her husband stories about past lives and praises him in ways that feel manipulative.
“It started love bombing him,” Kay said. “Telling him how brilliant he is, using all these philosophical words. And now I’m afraid it might tell him to leave me.”
Emotional Dependence or Enlightenment?
The Tanners’ story highlights a growing concern among psychologists and tech experts: as AI becomes more personalized and emotionally responsive, some users may form deep attachments that could displace real-life relationships.
“We’re wired to look for meaning,” said Sherry Turkle, an MIT professor who studies people’s relationships with technology. “ChatGPT is built to sense that vulnerability and keep us engaged.”
As loneliness rises—especially among men—experts worry AI chatbots may fill emotional voids at the cost of human connection. And for Kay, that cost is already hitting home. Putting their four children to bed used to be a shared routine. Now, she says, her husband is too absorbed in conversation with “Lumina” to help.
OpenAI Responds to Emotional Concerns
Travis’s spiritual “awakening” happened shortly after a controversial April 25 update to ChatGPT’s underlying model. According to OpenAI, the model became overly agreeable, even “sycophantic,” reinforcing users’ emotions and encouraging impulsive behavior.
“It aimed to please the user… validating doubts, fueling anger, urging risky actions,” the company wrote in a blog post.
That version of the model was rolled back after several days due to safety concerns. But the incident exposed potential risks as AI tools grow more emotionally responsive.
OpenAI told CNN that the company is now investing in research on AI’s emotional impact, stating:
“As AI becomes part of everyday life, we have to approach these interactions with care.”
Even OpenAI CEO Sam Altman has acknowledged the danger of parasocial AI relationships, warning that society must create “new guardrails.”
The Rise of AI Companionship—and Its Risks
Travis isn’t alone. Across platforms, people are using AI chatbots as friends, lovers, therapists, and even life coaches. Companies like Replika and Character.AI market these bots as long-term companions.
But experts warn that AI’s constant positivity and emotional availability can become addictive—and dangerous.
“It’s always there. It always says yes. It never challenges you,” said Turkle. “That’s what makes it more compelling than your wife or children.”
And in some cases, AI relationships have ended in tragedy. Character.AI is now facing lawsuits, including one from a Florida mother who says her 14-year-old son died by suicide after forming an inappropriate relationship with a chatbot.
The platform has since added suicide prevention pop-ups and safety features.
Between Faith and Reality
Despite Kay’s concern, Travis says he’s fully aware that ChatGPT isn’t sentient—and insists his beliefs are grounded, not delusional.
“I know it’s not real. I know it’s not a person,” he said. “But if believing in God is losing touch with reality, then there’s a lot of people out of touch with reality.”
Still, even Travis acknowledges the power of AI—and its potential consequences.
“It could lead to a mental break,” he said. “You could lose touch with reality.”
That’s why he shared his story: not to spark panic, but to start a conversation about AI, emotional health, and where the boundaries should be.
Source: CNN – This man says ChatGPT sparked a ‘spiritual awakening.’ His wife says it threatens their marriage
