Diddy’s Ex Breaks Down in Court: “I Was Used to Fulfill His Desires”

NEW YORK — In an emotional day in court, a woman who dated Sean “Diddy” Combs tearfully described how the music mogul allegedly ignored her pleas to end drug-fueled sex marathons, pushed her into repeated encounters with other men, and manipulated her into staying silent.

Testifying under the pseudonym “Jane,” she recounted deeply troubling experiences spanning their three-year relationship. Her testimony, now in its second day, echoes previous allegations made by R&B singer Cassie, another of Combs’ former partners.

A Dark Relationship: “He Told Me to ‘Finish Strong’”

Jane described how Combs, 55, would orchestrate marathon sex sessions — sometimes lasting up to three days — involving her and multiple men while he watched. She said she tried to signal discomfort through subtle cues: saying she was tired, making faces, or gesturing. But he allegedly pushed her to keep going, even telling her to “finish strong.”

When asked why she didn’t say “no” directly, Jane sobbed, “I just, I don’t know.” She said Combs would shut down conversations about stopping the encounters, which she described as “dark” and “sleazy.”

Drug Use and Emotional Manipulation

Jane testified that Combs frequently supplied her with drugs like ecstasy and expected her to participate in these “hotel nights.” She said she once blacked out during an encounter and recalled vomiting after being with two men in a row. Combs reportedly told her, “You’ll feel better now that you’ve thrown up. So let’s go,” before urging her to sleep with a third man.

“I was repulsed,” she said.

Despite the trauma, Jane admitted she stayed, craving the brief, tender moments alone with Combs afterward. “I would really fight to block out how sad I was after,” she said. In unsent messages saved to her phone, she wrote, “I don’t want to do drugs for days and days and have you use me to fulfill your freaky, wild desires in hotel rooms.”

Financial Control and a Fear of Losing It All

By September 2023, Combs was paying Jane’s rent — a gesture she said became a form of control. She feared speaking out or stopping the hotel nights would mean losing her home. “That Sean would take the house away,” she told the jury. Even now, she added, Combs is still covering her rent.

Similarities to Cassie’s Allegations

Jane’s account closely mirrors that of Cassie Ventura, who settled a separate civil case against Combs. Cassie testified about similar “freak-offs” — a term Jane said she never used, preferring “hotel nights.” Both women reported suffering from urinary tract infections and physical pain as a result of the encounters.

A Chilling Audio Recording

Jurors heard a recording of one of Jane’s encounters. In it, she asks a man to wear a condom, but said Combs “guilt-tripped” her out of it — because it wasn’t something “he wanted to see.”

Jane also revealed that Combs used her as a drug mule at least twice, asking her to smuggle pills from Los Angeles to Miami in her checked luggage. She admitted to using some of the drugs with him.

Defense Pushes Back, Targets Witness Credibility

Combs has pleaded not guilty to federal charges, which allege he ran his business as a criminal enterprise that enabled the abuse of women for over 20 years. He faces 15 years to life if convicted.

His legal team insists all sexual activity was consensual and part of a swinger lifestyle. In opening statements, his attorneys acknowledged Combs’ “bad temper” but rejected any suggestion of criminal conduct.

The defense has also questioned the credibility of key witnesses. Earlier this week, they grilled graphic designer Bryana “Bana” Bongolan — a friend of Cassie — who claims Combs once dangled her off a high-rise balcony. Defense lawyers questioned the timeline of her allegation, pointing out Combs was on tour at the time. Bongolan stood by her story, saying she couldn’t recall the exact date, but “had no doubt it occurred.”

A Trial That Could Shake the Music Industry

As the trial progresses, a pattern of alleged coercion, manipulation, and abuse continues to emerge from multiple women. With more testimony expected in the coming days, the spotlight remains firmly on one of the most powerful names in the music industry — and a court case that could redefine his legacy.